Governing Dynamics and touching the bottom of your own soul to bend the energies

I got the term from "A beautiful mind", mixed it with concepts so vividly described by Spinoza, and transformed it with my own beliefs to this energetic wave theory of life. Those of you who know me best have heard me debate about this, or lyricly sing to the beauty of it (alcohol really helps me then). For the other unfortunate mortals: you should get me to do so. This is another of those moments, where a lot is happening for me, and I feel the energy flowing, splashing, leading and pushing. I've learned to control aspects of it, learned to surf others. I've decided on many life determining issues, and faced the dilemmas currently paralyzing most of my generation. I'm happy to find a strong, elastic and confident reaction to difficult and painful events. I'm glad to be the person I am now, and I juggle with determination, believe and joy - it's all positive and I feel I'm on the right path. That doesn't mean it's easy though. I have to soul-battle hard and deep, be brave and push through pain and sadness, but it's with strength and a confident focus so I know I will succeed. Then, again it's up to GD to generate my happiness.